I used to be Friends with an IDIOT

 So, I was friends with a person for many, many years. 

This person lived next door to my parents, which is how I know her.

She & her husband were great neighbors for my parents, 

and even today I still appreciate their friendship and care of my parents. 

When my parents both had passed away, I gave an ungodly amount of furniture; storage building; knick-knacks; etc. to these people as a 'thank you' for what they meant to my parents. 

Fast forward to today....

The last free gift I gave was an expensive rosary made by my father.  He used high quality materials - sterling silver; Austrian crystals.  I gave a gorgeous rosary to her as a gift.

Now recently I'm really finding out what she is...like in just the passed year.  She started revealing her true self to me.  She follows what she calls "prophets".  I call them FALSE PROPHETS....you will understand our differences as I keep writing...

One day I went to visit her over a year ago and she felt compelled to inform me of what she was so proud of.  This is a person who sits upright with a big smile on her face and look of complete confidence.

She first tells me that 'I know you're not going to believe this, but I have to tell you..."

Let me back track a bit to let you know that I always respected her opinion and made her feel like she was a mentor of sorts, as we are 10 years apart in age - she being the older.

Bearing that in mind, she proceeds to tell me that she follows "PROPHETS" - her word!

She tells me stupid bullshit about how they have prophesied that people would start falling dead immediately from standing.  She tells me that she saw it for herself.  A man at a podium just suddenly dropped to the floor dead as a door nail!

THEN she proceeds (as I'm in total disbelief) that the United States government has SECRETLY (without the rest of the world knowing) installed in the Atlantic Ocean floor many "HUGE" (her exact words) hurricane producing machines!  And that the USA government was purposely produced hurricanes to annihilate us so that we would depend on them for help!!!!  WTF???????  I'm NOT kidding you!

This is by far the worst of the worst that she's told me!

This is LOONEY TUNES in person!

Also, her daughter, bless her heart, was diagnosed with an illness that at least at this point is incurable.  She goes to Houston, Texas to be treated with relief drugs.  Eventually, she will no longer be able to use her arms or legs.  And this 'friend' of mine told me that she was not concerned at all because "THE LORD WILL HEAL MY DAUGHTER".  I was told this at least 3-4 times in a short span of conversation.  "Oh, I'm not worried about it, my daughter is going to be CURED by the Lord".  I told her that I knew that the Lord worked through doctors and I would pray that He would give these doctors the tools need to cure her daughter.  She repeated to me "NO!  The LORD WILL cure my daughter".  That was 3 years ago.  Her daughter is not cured so far. 

Since all of this transpired, this lunatic covers her face as I walk passed her from Communion.  I want to LOL SO bad.  I'm like - what do you think you're proving?  That you can't stand the sight of me?  That you just don't want to see me?  Whatever the case, I think this whole ordeal is getting under her skin and I find it to be quite funny.  

This person has to be 'in charge'.  She has a friend who is literally a 'puppy dog' and if she doesn't attend church, her puppy dog friend doesn't either!  LOL!  I on the other hand do NOT attend church for ANYONE except MYSELF!  And this puppy dog friend still receives Communion while not attending church, which in the Catholic religion is a Mortal sin.  WOW!  HUM????!!!

I think for the first time, this bitch is experiencing what it feels like to have someone NOT follow her lead!  Experiencing for the first time that she's not the 'almighty' with all of the knowledge.  In my personal opinion, she's a complete IDIOT!

I'm very happy that I'm strong in my faith and that I know the difference in right from wrong...and in what is total FALSE PROPHECY!

I Can't STAND LGBTQ

 I can't STAND the fact that ANYONE, male or female, would be attracted to the same sex.  EWWWWE GROSS!

God made MAN & WOMAN with their proper reproductive parts to be able to create little human beings.  YES! God allows us to CREATE!

But, some of us are just demented and deranged.  

I'm just glad I'm not one of them!

Estrangement is Once Again in the Picture

My earlier post about being happy how I turned out gave a little insight into my world with my siblings. 

I LOVE to consider myself the "Black Sheep of the Family". 

I use this as a metaphor. 

Usually the 'black sheep' refers to the one that is not at all like the others and is usually the 'bad one'.  

I'm definitely not like the others, but I'm not the bad one.

I grew up with 3 older siblings. 

Oldest two are 2 years apart in age.

Then FIVE years goes by....

the 'sister' that I talked about in my earlier post is born; 

then me 2 years later. 

My parents wanted an even number of children.

I'm 9 years and 7 years younger than the oldest two.

Brother is oldest; then 3 girls.

The oldest girl had trouble when the other sister was born.

It took away my parents attention from her. 

So, to compensate, my mother told her that the baby was 'hers'. 

This concept followed WELLLLLL into adulthood.

So, my oldest sister wouldn't allow me to be part of their girl group....even into adulthood.

Imagine how much fun 3 sisters in this age range would have had doing sister trips; shopping together; attending craft shows, etc.

In childhood, I was relentlessly teased to a point that I'm totally blank in my mind about school, but vividly clear about the teasing.

There's a 3 year lapse in my memory.

It returned to me once the oldest sister moved out of the house under bad circumstances.  

The teasing diminished and my memory returned. 

All the while though, I made Banner Roll in Elementary School. 

I believe school was my saving grace.

As of today, I now do not communicate with ANY of my siblings.

The sister that I'm writing about (2 yrs older than me) is only in contact with big brother, who BTW is a total narcissist and complete PRICK.

However, she and he are 100% IDENTICAL!

If either would consider that a compliment, 

I would have to just laugh.

So, we have a very fucked up "family" dynamic.

I'm empathetic and very caring for people and animals.

I cherish friendships.

I love to love and I love being loved.

I'm a very good listener.

What's important to my friends is important to me.

My friends are also very good listeners.

I love to talk and so do they.

I even have a male BFF that will converse with me for an hour on the phone!  Not many males do that!  And this isn't just me talking either...he has a lot to talk about.  He's married and his wife is perfectly ok with our friendship.  I think she knows that he and I can talk about things of common interests and gripes.

In fact, every single friend of mine will keep me on the phone for 30 minutes all the way up to 3 hours. 

NO LIE!

So, ALL of my friends LOVE to talk.

On the other hand, the sister that I'm now estranged from HATES talking.  

She DICTATES to me HOW she expects me to converse with her. 

Facts only - no details.

How the fuck do I know what she considers details?

What's important to me in my life means zero to her.

This is what she emailed me after I sent her a factual and detailed email about her and how I feel. 

Her email:

Title: A short response to your incessant rambling

Great! I'm finally rid of your ass. Take me OUT of your will. COMPLETELY OUT.  Put me on the Do Not Call When You Die List. Go, be with your family. I'm released. Now I don't have to listen to you talk and talk and talk and talk about absolutely nothing. Just like Dad used to say, "She never shuts up. She's just like my Mother." 

Lose my phone number and my email.   

All future emails from you will go unread and straight to trash.   

Ta-Ta. 

So, telling her exactly what I'm telling my beloved friends about Chad's medical progress has her panties all wound up!

Not one of my friends huffs and puffs in the background while I'm talking like she does.  Not one of my friends mumbles in the background "I wish she'd fucking shut up" like she does.  AND my friends converse with me, asking questions along the way.

Again - she wants 'facts' only. 

But the huffing & puffing and mumbling begin IMMEDIATELY when I start talking.

Also, this is happening because she's TOTALLY PISSED about the scorching heat we are enduring.

When she's pissed about something, God forbid that I talk to her EVEN BRIEFLY!

I wonder if she's bi-polar. 

?

She's also a "BEAR" when she's hungry. 

Acts like a fucking child - no shit!

When I moved to Cypress, Texas to be less than 2 miles from her, 

I was in a horrible state of depression. 

Lost my husband 12/31/2018.

Hurricanes Laura & Delta hit in Aug & Sept 2020. 

Sister & I started talking again after 7 years. 

So in a short span of time after the hurricanes, 

sister and I 'make up'; I move to be close to her, leaving my home, my friends, my hometown.

That turned out to be a hard lesson learned!

BUT, I'm grateful that I was able to do it.

After THREE short months, I knew that I had made a grave mistake!

By 5 months, sister was PISSED about Russia invasion in Ukraine and got REAL UGLY with me.  She even told me that I should just move back to Lake Charles and be with my wonderful friends.

BTW, I just LOVE the tone she uses when she says "Wonderful friends".

She's definitely JEALOUS. 

So, that's exactly what I did!

I planned my move and sold the house and moved back to my house that Joe (my hubby) and I had built in 1997.

Thank God my BFF and family needed a place while they fixed up their home from hurricane damage.

My and Joe's home became theirs for 10 months.

Then when they moved, I was able to move back into my wonderful HOME in my little hometown where all of my wonderful friends are!

God has always led me on the right path of direction.

Am I sad about this now estrangement with my sister?

No.

She's shit on me for the very LAST TIME.

She shit on "MY FAMILY" and I do not take kindly to that!

I don't need people like her in my life.

They always say to distance yourself from people like this.

So, her email confirmation was what I needed to hear. 

Now, don't get me wrong...

I was blunt with her on email.

I let her know that I didn't understand how she could be unempathetic, especially with a sister. 

I also judged her about having only 2 friends, both of which she bitches & gripes about all the time.  Never a good word about them.  How she professes to be a Christian but until she lives the part, it doesn't mean 'diddly shit' (my Dad's famous words). 

This sister demands recognition.

If she does the slightest nice thing for you, 

boy you better be ready to praise and thank her for the rest of your life!

If you don't meet her expectation of thanks, 

she will let you know!

Believe me, I know first hand!

Your profuse thanks, along with a heartfelt written thank you note, just isn't enough in her eyes.

So, I give up!

 

If she ever writes me in the future wanting to be acquaintances, which she's done before in the recent past, I've decided that it's best that we never talk and I will let her know it's because she will NEVER EVER AGAIN DICTATE to me HOW I'm going to converse. 

A simple Happy Birthday & Merry Christmas

is the extent of my willingness to be in her life. 

And if this doesn't come to pass, oh well!

I'm sick and tired of her demeaning words towards me and her being judgmental of me. 

It's not worth it to have her in my life.

I feel RELIEVED!

FUCK FACT CHECKERS

 This blog is my Journal.

It's a place where I can 'talk' - as much as I fucking feel like it.

A place where I don't have to worry about those stupid little fact checkers who don't have a real job and can sit at home playing video games and fact checking for Meta (FaceBook) on the side.  If you say one thing that they get upset with, then you are in FB Jail!

So this is why I created this blog. 

So I can vent and curse and talk about whatever in the FUCK I choose to!!

And if I care to use terms like....

slant-eyes; Rag heads

or

bad mouth LGBTQ's

or

ANYTHING ELSE that the younger generation finds 'offensive'

then I FUCKING CAN!

THE ANTI-CHRIST

 TWO WORDS:

Vladimir Putin

Not a Conspiracy Theory

I needed a 'safe' place to be able to voice my personal opinions and not be 'judged' and locked out from FB.

They label such opinions as 'hate'.
If you use the 'wrong' term, their software catches it and then you are locked for 24 hours from being able to comment anything at all on anyone's post.
So, screw them!

Come to your own conclusions about this video 
that I found posted on none other than FaceBook (HA).

This may be one of more really good, informational YouTube videos that make you really stop and think.

I, for one, have NEVER doubted that the Chinese Government is directly responsible for the worldwide spread of COVID-19. 
With the knowledge they had in December
they should have notified the world
AND
kept their people contained within their own country!
Instead, they didn't follow moral obligations and share the information. 
Why?
They've been known to lie - a LOT.
And apparently they have something to hide. 

They are selfish and have one goal and one goal only - 
to take over the world. 

Sounds crazy?

Think about it. 

Now if the USA would just stop 'depending' on China
for pharmaceuticals! 
I've read many articles that suggest we (USA) really DON'T need China for this at all!
I've been very tired for YEARS of seeing 
"Made in China" on most everything I buy!
It's TIME to SHUT DOWN CHINA and bend them to their knees!

I don't mean literally 'shut down' China, 
but it's time that the whole world pressure them to come clean. 
It's way passed time that China pay their dues, 
just as everyone else does. 

We live in very scary times. 

Although this video is 54 minutes in length, it's well worth watching - even if in pieces/sections.

I 100% firmly believe that President Trump is more than justified in demanding restitution from China for the spread of COVID-19!
This video reveals that the USA isn't the ONLY country seeking the same!

The CCP (Chinese Communist Party) needs to ANSWER for their blatant lack of communication to the WORLD and for continuing to allow their people to travel where ever they felt like going, all while full knowing that a very contagious virus started in their country!

So, without further delay, 

here is the YouTube Video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3bXWGxhd7ic&fbclid=IwAR2dF9DwZ9kMZIkPwGLINZ-JwHdW75OERlrWqRZw6dHLWycPIFYnP-xlMy4